Anxious About The Unbroken
The rollout has gone shockingly well, and here at the end of the week all the key bugs have been squashed and several small feature requests have already been implemented.
What's been most surprising is how anxious the process has made me, even as it's gone so well: the self inflicted level of hypervigilance to the flow of the office, and the stress over getting the bugs worked out as quickly as possible, even when they aren't major, or function imparing. Both my mood and energy have been shot at the end of every day this week.
On the one hand, I'm thrilled with how undisasterous the week's been, but on the other, I'm disappointed in how easy it still is for anxiety to become such a powerful effector on me.
I need to be spending at least as much time on continuing to unravel my mind as I do on improving my coding skills.